High School

School started, eh? I'm sure most of you are getting up at like, 6 a.m, totally fresh and in the mood..
Like, seriously, doesn't it feel like school takes your life away? I mean, I surely adore school right now, but it just feels weird not being able to do the lifeless things I used to. For example, I can barely read during the week, I'm just too sleepy and tired, so reading a book just makes me wanna SLEEEP. The one thing we CRAVE for during the week. It's a NECESSITY that we can't seem to satisfy.

You know what also sucks? When you get way to caught up and busy with things, you lose track of your life. Like, friends, for example. Them thinking you changed and such, but it's always easy to blame someone, isn't it? It's funny, but people never fail to amaze me. I just think it's kinda unfair when you put your effort into making something work and it just blows in your face. That's what friends are for, right? But we all have our true friends, and I adore mine <3

This is just everyday life. The rumors spreading around, the rumors you hear, the friendships, the backstabbing, the relationships, my GOD. This will never end. It's like, drama after drama after drama, it's like a never ending cycle of annoyance and headache. Let's just thank God that we have awesome people to lean on. But like, seriously? Doesn't it get on your nerves? Simply just hearing a rumor of some sort, even if it's true, it just gets on my nerves. Let the person do whatever he/she wants, even if it's wrong, there's only so much we can do, and informing everyone won't do any good.

I think it's just what High School is all about. It's about competition, boys, and friendships. Most girls in High School simply worry about looking good, giggling when a cute guy walks by, and OMG-ing when he leaves. Like, okay? There's a LIMIT, don't cross the line. It just gets way too annoying. But I guess it's just part of our lives, right?

Anyway, I'm sorry I'm just like, talking way too much.. but I can't help it. So, enough about me, how are you?
<3

Ouch

You know that day when you're just not in the mood?
Well, I'm having one of those. I have a bad tummy ache that's been taunting me since yesterday night. It won't go away and it's frustrating cause I feel nauseous; it just sucks!

I guess today's just not my day. I'm in the worst mood ever. I've been trying to lift my spirits with Youtube videos and whatnot, but it's just not working. Ah, sigh. Stupid bad day, how much I hate you. It's funny though, since Eid is almost here, and I'm like, maybe the only person not interested.

I  have no idea why I'm just so down today. It suckssss, bleh. It's weird cause I'm alwayssss in high spirits.. I guess tummy aches get the best of me, huh?

Well, I won't write anything random till my tummy ache's gone 'cause it's the only thing on my mind.
I'm sorry, I'll see you soon. Rawr.

Eating Me Up

I'm gonna write directly to you today.

A friend of mine moved out of the country a while ago, and he's like, one of my best friends. He's here on a visit right now, and I've just seen him three times.
It's funny how when we got so close, he just had to leave. I always found timing ironic.. you know that friend you talk to about EVERYTHING? Like, no matter how lame or senseless it is, he's just that friend. He's also that annoying friend who makes you laugh, HAHA <3

I'll miss his face, and I'll pray for a miracle to happen; I seriously wish things were different :c
and I'm sure I'm not the only one. He's one heck of a guy, no matter what he does :3

I'll never forget all our lame jokes, pointless and random conversations, annoying the hell out of you, and the annoying way you pat my head <3

Thank you for being a great friend, and you're always welcome here :3

<3

I know this sounds corny.. but it's my blog, right? :D

Smilesmilesmilesmile

Ever thought about listing down the things that make you happy? Well, you could give it a shot, and here I am doing just that.

Taylor Swift's songs can have me dancing for hours. Singing along, yelling, and jumping when I feel I need to; and when I feel down, the only thing that can put me in high spirits is Taylor's music. Duh..
Green tea, oh sweet green tea, what will I ever do without you? <3
I can't live through a day without green tea; it's just impossible! Gotta haaave it when I wake up, after lunch and dinner. It's just a part of my life <3

Friends, friends friends. Can we live without them? No matter how much we fight, annoy the hell out of each other, we're still friends. We can't leave out the good things now, can we? Those days spent laughing, talking, yelling, dancing, being our stupid selves; ah, friends :') <3

Now, let's not forget about family. Those people you live with who tolerate you no matter how annoying you are. Well, they do yell at you and tell you to shut the hell up.. but still, you gotta love them, right?

Books books books <3 Those good ol' Nicholas Sparks books that I read almost everyday! He just puts me to tears, best Author EVER! It's just everything about his books, his writing skills, his creativity <3
Gottaaaa love him!

Moviemoviesmovies, can we live without them? Can we really? What else would we do if we didn't have a good movie to watch every once in a while? You just gotta love them!

Ohhh, let's not forget about sunshine and swimming! Good weather always calls for a good mood, even when it's hot.. well, not really; but still, I LOVE sunshine!

Last but not least, writing! It's the only way I can let my feelings out, which is a corny thing to say, I guess.. but it's just that one thing I do to let it all go; and it works for my advantage, cause it totally inspires my poems and blogs, so there you go!

I just gotta thank my friend, Jenan for giving me this idea :3
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Pre-Teens & Drinking

We all see those 12 year olds posting statuses about drinking, or just uploading pictures of themselves holding a bottle of vodka.

It's just so unreasonable. I'm sure most of them drink out of desperation to fit in. To join the 'Cool Crowd'. This relates to my previous blog about kids wanting to fit in, and I just thought it was a big enough issue for people to relate to. I mean, do you really want your younger brother/sister to be surrounded by such an environment? The whole peer pressure thing to drink and whatnot?

Don't these kids understand that they have their whole life ahead of them? Also, what's so fun about doing something out of desperation? To be fair, you can't really  blame them. At the end of the day, that's all movies/tv shows talk about. Kids get curious, and then think it makes them look good. So, they start drinking, thinking it helps them get popular; therefore, drinking becomes a habit and then they get bored. So now, they're looking for something new and exciting; they stumble across weed. I'd like to think most of them wouldn't bother trying it, but I'm guessing that the majority would at least give it a shot,  because it would make them cooler, right?

They should understand that it's bad for them. They're old enough to understand what 'good' and 'bad' means, and I'm sure their parents consistently tell them to stay away from drugs and alcohol. Now, I can't really say that I always listen to my parents. Nobody follows everything their parents say; but, this is a big issue, it isn't about coming home way past your curfew or dating someone your parents dislike.

Thanks to a friend of mine who thought I could inspire people to stay away from drinking and whatnot.

Temptation

We all want to fit in; but the question is, how far would we go to blend in?

You're at a party, all your friends are drinking, trying to block out reality, trying to escape to a world of freedom, where self control takes no part. You never thought about drinking, or let's just say that you're against it. Your friends are telling you to loosen up, to take a sip or two, it won't do any harm. Now, you're really pissed off, but mostly curious. You're curious about it's taste, about the way it would make you feel, the things it would change.

So, you're standing right next to the table; where all the drinks are. Curiosity hits you again, and you finally reach for a drink.  You promised you'd only have a glass. That's one. You feel the alcoholic liquid run down your throat, and you reach for another. That's two. You're unsteady now, your mind's no longer taking part. Your throat aches for another. That's three. You now feel dizzy, and you join your friends at the dance floor.

Now, most people would give up to temptation just like that. Mostly, cause they want to fit in. Some people would go beyond limits to please everyone. Which is totally wrong. You should just be yourself; obviously. If people don't like you, then that's just them. I'm sure you'll find someone else to hang out with. You shouldn't be a conformist. We have enough of them in the world. If you don't think you should drink, then don't; no matter how much you're told that it's the greatest feeling in the world.

Also, one big issue that really is just pressurizing and seems to be eating up A LOT of girls, is that, you don't have to look like a model. You really don't. You don't have to starve yourself all day just to lose weight. Nothing's wrong with being average, just try to process that. Now, I'm not saying you should be obese. Obesity is sickness.

All I'm saying here is that, just be yourself. Wouldn't you rather hang around people you can really relate to rather than have to fake everything all the time? It's okay to stand out, it makes you unique, and we need people like that.